I thought that maybe I should explain the whole reason behind making this blog. The whole intention behind it is simple & something most of us are familiar with. That one thing called "LOVE". That every one of us at one point in our lives has been touched by & has had the blessing of experiencing.
However, not everyone is blessed to the point of having experienced "unconditional love". Or should I say, not that maybe has been noticed or recognized.
That is kind of where my story comes in. (Maybe.... Alot of my stories I will write about here.)
I did create this blog for many reasons. But my experience and my journey through life with the people that I unconditionally Love is the bigger reason for this blog.
I am blessed to have 5 beautiful & awesome children that have wonderful Fathers & step Mothers too! I have alot of best friends around the World from several different countries, that if I didnt have them in my life then I wouldn't be the person I am today. I have amazing parents that done the best that they could in raising me.... And honestly I wouldn't change a thing about how they brought me up! And my siblings were my best friends through out my whole life & I hope that I was theirs too!
But there are those that have loved me through the ugly parts of me growing....and there is the one man that I was already in love with but was so afraid of loving that it wasn't until years after I had met him that I finally realized how in love with him I was....and honestly I'm still very afraid! When I shouldn't be! Because it was ultimately him (and Almighty Gods blessing), and going through alot of bad treatment from others & some failed relationships that I became inspired to love again.
And this one man since the day I met him, has been the very reason to keep going and keep fighting and to not give up on love, on family, and to never loose faith in Almighty God!
He showed me through his silence of not telling me that he loves me (in using the actual words I mean lol), and he showed me through action & the little things that he done for me, that no one else ever has....including those that did say those three words to me....my Hero! The Love of My Life! My Best Friend!
He showed me what exactly I do deserve, what I dont deserve! What I should never deal with and put up with from others! And that I don't need to prove myself to anyone that I am an honest person, and that I am worthy of being loved and that I am NOT HARD TO LOVE!
He is my miracle and my blessing!
Now I'm setting out to show him how much he means to me and to show the World and all of those that have touched my life, that they are loved no matter how much they may doubt it. And also I have other duties to the Lord that I will accomplish too! I've got to have my BFF with me in order to accomplish these! (Bismillah!)
Thank you for believing in me when I couldn't believe in myself, thank you for not giving up on me, when I had given up on myself! And thank you for loving me, when I couldn't love myself! And this goes to everyone including that man I met back in 2009 while he was in Utah building power poles! That is My Love!!!! Without you I wouldn't be the woman I am today! So please, let me love you back! :D
However, not everyone is blessed to the point of having experienced "unconditional love". Or should I say, not that maybe has been noticed or recognized.
That is kind of where my story comes in. (Maybe.... Alot of my stories I will write about here.)
I did create this blog for many reasons. But my experience and my journey through life with the people that I unconditionally Love is the bigger reason for this blog.
I am blessed to have 5 beautiful & awesome children that have wonderful Fathers & step Mothers too! I have alot of best friends around the World from several different countries, that if I didnt have them in my life then I wouldn't be the person I am today. I have amazing parents that done the best that they could in raising me.... And honestly I wouldn't change a thing about how they brought me up! And my siblings were my best friends through out my whole life & I hope that I was theirs too!
But there are those that have loved me through the ugly parts of me growing....and there is the one man that I was already in love with but was so afraid of loving that it wasn't until years after I had met him that I finally realized how in love with him I was....and honestly I'm still very afraid! When I shouldn't be! Because it was ultimately him (and Almighty Gods blessing), and going through alot of bad treatment from others & some failed relationships that I became inspired to love again.
And this one man since the day I met him, has been the very reason to keep going and keep fighting and to not give up on love, on family, and to never loose faith in Almighty God!
He showed me through his silence of not telling me that he loves me (in using the actual words I mean lol), and he showed me through action & the little things that he done for me, that no one else ever has....including those that did say those three words to me....my Hero! The Love of My Life! My Best Friend!
He showed me what exactly I do deserve, what I dont deserve! What I should never deal with and put up with from others! And that I don't need to prove myself to anyone that I am an honest person, and that I am worthy of being loved and that I am NOT HARD TO LOVE!
He is my miracle and my blessing!
Now I'm setting out to show him how much he means to me and to show the World and all of those that have touched my life, that they are loved no matter how much they may doubt it. And also I have other duties to the Lord that I will accomplish too! I've got to have my BFF with me in order to accomplish these! (Bismillah!)
Thank you for believing in me when I couldn't believe in myself, thank you for not giving up on me, when I had given up on myself! And thank you for loving me, when I couldn't love myself! And this goes to everyone including that man I met back in 2009 while he was in Utah building power poles! That is My Love!!!! Without you I wouldn't be the woman I am today! So please, let me love you back! :D
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